ADDICTED* Black Rose Princess

Scadalous/ Thursday, June 15, 2006

[[ New Year, New begining , New ME ]]
*leave the past grudges behind.. be a new person agaiin*

hmms.. very long neber blog lerRs.. so fast leaving.. 3 more days.. haii..

yesterdayy very late den reach homE 8 plus den reach.. hahax.. after noon go see my great grand ah ma.. hahax.. den later ii go meet jun da daddy, ah wee, ah huii, xiiao terry and darren dii dii.. den on the way there say jiaweii SISTER.. so l0ng n0 seE her lerRs.. miss her.. hahax.. den chat chat.. den ii go fiind them lerRs..

later we take 945 g0 cdans.. den dii dii and daddy wan play bowlinG.. so peii them n0r.. den later go play ground den play play den go wiib yong teck help jun da daddy buy driink.. hahax.,. den we two SUN BIAN use da change to go buy sweet and drink.. lol.. so bad =x..

den later go home lerRs call j0eyy and gu0liiang peii miiE chat... den go homE shower watch 9 o clock show.. hahax.. den later conference wiib ah quan and gu0liiang.. keep kenna li siiao.. hahax.. nvm xi guan jiiu hao...

t0dayy wake up peii my mum go town.. den later go 213.. lol.. see so many TEACHERS.. lol.. now sch so damm strict.. lol.. den gorrt POLICE oso.. ssb.. hahax.. ii know dem.. cause ii kenna caught by dem b4.. den ii tel they all careful there g0rrt poliicE.. den later see all bvss ppl.. hahax.. den say hyiiE to them.. see so many ppl.. miss dem l0rrts siia.. den peii jia hong take cab saw sum sec 1.. never diie b4... come out of sch take hp lerRs.. heEx.. somemore walk pass teacher.. den teacher scold dem.. hahax.. orbii =x. actually wan warn dem de denn in the end neberr...

saw weii kang together wiib SHAO PII>. actually wan go chao gan hiim onE.. mie and j0ey wan.. den later dun wan lax.. weii kang talk to miie ii say ii dunno hiim.. den later he come say ii act dao.. ii say iif he wiib shao pii den dun talk to miiE.. hahax.. den he say " okok. ii dun wiib hiim le.. euu very hate hiim ar?"

hahax.. den later go chat chat wiib all da ppl.. den wan see this year the sec3 wear long pants.. LOL.. saw bao beii gabriel daddy.. so long no see hiim lerRs.. so miss hiim.. lol.. den later saw melviin.. he wear l0ng pants so shuaii.. den saw arongkorn... hongzhao all.. den shuana cp and cy cum out le den we together go westmall..

go KFC siit.. den saw E5 gurls.. they see miiE lyk so fasinating.. lol.. den smile at miiE.. so ii smile back n0r.. see ii so good..al0rt ppl ask whyiie ii no sch.. tot ii pon ten.. lol.. crazyy..

den later peii shuana chewpiing and chewyii eat.. den wib feng yu lizhen and j0eyy.. den later saw shirley ah meii and alciia all.. den theyy ask miiE when leaviing.. hahax.. den lyk tt n0r.. den saw yongteck they all.. denlater my leg paiin.. den darren and jun da n0rrt around.. den yongteck only guy.. hahax.. den ii bully hiim.. call hiim help miiE bu plaster.. lol.. den he really so good buy for miie.. den soon cp cy and shuana must go le.. den they say tomorrow den peii miie den ii say okay lo.. later go fiind darren they all le.. den miie ah kerr and ah peii go watson buy chcolate and somemore plaster.. hahax.. now ii g0rrt so many...

den later diiao at west mall there lo.. saw my class ppl all.. hahax.. den al0rt ppl come tell miie bout our sch very strict den canteen food n0rrt niice.. so far no one talk bout new sec 1 very chiio all these bahx.. so ii can fang xiin le.. hahax.. ii lyk so bad..

later miie berr,yongteck,jun da, ah wee and darren take 945 wan go xiiao guii liin.. they say wan catch fiish.. den say sandy and valentina.. hahax.. den ii go hug sandy.. val so chiio siia.. hahax.. den in bus ii keep li siiao.. cause no air-cond.. den ii siit next to darren see hiis walpaper ish chewyii.. hahax.. den ii throw his hp back to hiim.. ii say ii jealous.. lol.. den he keep laughiing.. den later they wan play b ball.. den later ii go liiaoz.. wiib j0ey.. yupps.. tmr goiing back to 213 again.. haii will miss everyone..

#when will ppl notiice they search so hard for tt someone when actually she/he was right infront of euu
*missing euu every min every sec... *

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5:39 AM

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[[ dayy in t0wn ]]
trying very hard to JIAN CHI DAO DII

morniing woken up by stupiid ah kerr agaiin... at around 10 plus..den ii wake up shower change everythiing le den she call miiE say hongzhao dun wan so early.. wa lan leii.. all bomb onE..

later j0eyy fiirst come.. den we at town walk walk.. ii giive her her present.. den she giive miie one key chain wiib moi chinese name "pei" there.. heEx.. so sweet..den later we fiirst go ciinii.. den ii play para para.. saw one group of ppl keep looking at miie.. ii tot who.. den actuslly ish moi gan jie's gan nu er joleene.. lol..den she tell shuana ii dance para para very niice.. hahax..saw josephiine oso.. hahax.. she so cute.. dne ii see her dance para para

later met shuana and her fwens.. dne we take neoprint.. she say she saw guoliang,wei lun,zu0 jiia all.. hahax.. ii and them mei you yuan.. neber see them.. *sob* hahax..

later miie and joeyy go heeren walk walk..d en g0rrt one gurl call miie ii turn back yuan lai is amanda moi pri sch fwen.. hahax... so qiiao =x.. den miie and j0eyy say one wallet very niice wanted to buy 4 gu0liiang.. but too bad no new one.. the original one scratched le.. so we dun wan buy n0r..

we later continue to walk walk lo.. two of us quiite fun oso bahx.. den she treat miie eat old chuncky.. hahax.. the fried sotong.. so niice.. den g0rrt one lady approach miie ask miie wan be model.. ii sun tiio.. ii call j0ey cum cause she model mahx.. den the lady say say say.. den ii say next year goiin aus 4 two years le.. she say nvm den giive miie her name card and take my number.. she g0rrt one note book wriite ppl name.. sh0uld be lookin f0r new ppl tt whyiie lyk tt bahxx.. hahax.. too bad.. haii.. waiit for this kind of thiin so l0ng.. n0w den ppl ask miiE.. wad siia.. suay bahxx..

later g0 far east.. peii stupiid j0eyy buy clothes.. hahax.. den one shop very niice.. next tiime ii wan go back there.. hahax.. den hongzha0 call miiE lerrs.. den we meet at 77th street.. lol.. miie and j0ey go al0rt of 77th street den we keep saying this shop WE ADVERTISE DE.. hahax.. cause we do da comercial b4 mahx.. hahax.. 77th street rocks!! hahax..we oso g0rrt saw ppl put angkong.. lol.. the ppl face lyk wad.. wanna ren..

later hongzhoa, wei an, wei kang,jia wei, alicia andSHENG CHAO cum.. lol.. ii dunno sheng chao k0r g0rrt come.. den ii giive hongzhoa and jiia weii present.. den we go gaii gaii.. suddenly jia weii wan cry.. oso dunno whyiiE.. den she say " nicole ish go wiib hongzhao de" dne she walk away.. ii stun den pull joey run after her den ii call hongzhoa they all go fiirst.. den later jia weii okay le we peii her go eat n0r..

den ii sms hongzhao call hiim try make jiaweii happiie.. dne ii told them we at kfc.. den later they wan go cinii so we walk there lo.. whole way kepp kenna li siiao by them. but quiite cute lax.. say ii go aus so small size.. hahax.. wEI AN TALLER DEN MIE LE.. hahax.. so at thre ii sh0rtest.. so sad darren dii dii neber come wiib miie todayy.. hahax.. den ii shoot all of them say gurl sh0rrt nvm.. boy sh0rt sia suay.. they all lan lan.. hahax.. so funniie.. ii keep li siiao weii an.. den shengchao keep disturn us.. hahax.. the weii kang oso quiite cute lax..

later saw yan ming and josephine again!! hahax..yan ming hand broken.. den ii keep laugh at hiim.. so long no seE hiim leRRs..lol.. den later go ciinii.. saw some berii pro ppl at para para.. haii.. hahax.. den lyk tt n0r... talk b0ut para ii very wad.. feel lyk quiiting iit le.. dun wan dance.. haii.. i'm such a FAILURE.. j0ey say SHIRLEY dance nicer den miie.. haiish.. ii love dancing de lo... but.. haii... k bahx.. f0rget ab0ut iit lo..

later they all send miie to mrt station cause ii late le.. den jia weii suddenly angry agaiin.. haii.. dunno wad to do.. in the train say sorrie to her den she scold miie.. after that she keep tell miie sorrie.. i isaw nvm.. sisters no need say sorrie de.. yupps.. thiink end here bahx..

# tomorrow must Re-DYE my haiir.. hai.. stupid aus sch dun allow so many colours #
*xin li zhi you ni.. yi zhi xiang she ni.. ke shi bu nen he ni zai yi qii*

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5:38 AM

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[[ siianzatii0n ]]
Aishiteru Baby #
ii have decided to contiinuE living lyk this coz ii can't be hurt anym0rE

siianz.. back to my normal lyffe.. yesterdayy Darren dii dii call miiE!! miss hiim w0r.. so happiiE 2 weeks no talk to hiim liiaoz.. hahax.. den we talk talk he tell miie all da things tt happen when ii n0rrt around... den conference wiib jun da all.. hongzhao g0rrt call miiE too =)) miss all of them.. miss BATOK

morning joeyy call miiE as usual.. den chat chat n0rr.. heEx.. so many problems.. so many things happen.. Ricky g0 iin lerRs haii... the day before he called miie.. but ii never see!!! REGRETTE.. den Darren 1-1 wiib shao pii.. orbii ar shao pii.. better n0rrt let miie see hiim. tot he go boys home now still running around everywhere.. den j0eyy and berniice g0rrt taii jii wiib xiin liing... orbii oso.. she family breaker.. den shans and another gal 1-1 wiib hwee xiian.. hahax..

today ish alviin court.. haii.. wonder wad will happen.. really really miss hiim.. hope hope hope.. nothing will happen... Benjii oso no case le cause can't fiind evidance.. hahax.. gd nor.. ii still owe hiim lighter =x end here bahxx..

ii love my SISTERS forever
SHATTERED pwincess
* ii Will Remember our Promise, Tears And Laughs*

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5:32 AM

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[[ MERRY CHRISTMMAS EVERYONE ]]
* my days in malaysiia *

l0ng tiime neber bl0g liiaoz.. so many things happen.. too l0ng to wriite bahxx...

SUMMARY
Shopping
Watch moviiE
EAT
play wiib cousins
EAT
play para para
go bowling
take care of lil bratty cousins
EAT
PARTY
go church
PARTY!!
DANCE DANCE EAT EAT EAT

hahax.. okayy i'm growing fat.. miss everyone.. ESP BUKIT BATOK... spend most of da times wiib my family and all.. everyone seams to be so happy even without miiE.. haii.. sadded... one things for sure MIIE AND DADDY OKAY LE.. lurrb hiim to biits.. my bao beii karen jiiEx too..

# live everyday with a smile and hope tt iit wiil be a better day
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taken at one of da partys heEx

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5:29 AM

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[[ Happiie day at escape agaiin! =)) ]]
LEAVING FOR THAILAND TOMORROW!! MISS EUU GUYS!
* ii choose to dote eu and i'll dote on euu da most forever*

t0dayy woken up by my ba0 beii darren dii dii.. heEx..ii get ready everythiing.. hongzhao k0r suddenly call miiE.. ask miiE bout bank things hahax.. den ii ask him today wan come den bring jia weii oso.. den he norrt enough money mahxx.. so too bad l0r.. sadded.. hahax..den meet them in pasir ris mrt.. hahax.. wiib jun da, berr, guoliang, ba0 beii darren dii dii and myself n0r.. we take 2 cab go downtown east.. ii keep cao beh say ii very tired.. hahax...

den we go escape l0r... jun da suaku neber go b4.. hahax.. ii keep saying ii hate hiim cause he keep li siiao miiE.. hahax.. but actually ii thiink he quite good de lax.. ii fang pi he tarrek.. hahax.. o stupiid..

first ride we siit ish hai dao chuan!! heex.. ii siit wiib guoliang and darren.. heEx.. den yong tek keep pull darren haiir.. so ke liian n0r.. hahax.. play play so fun.. den play wet and wiild.. ii tell jun da sit behind most wun wet one he believe miiE.. hahax.. he wet lyk siiao n0r.. this ride again ii sit wiib darren an guoliang.. ii in da middle.. yeah.. hahax. =)) ii keep splashing water at guoliang..denn we play al0rt of rides.. hahax.. quite fun lax.. den ii seh liiaoz.. cann0rt take iit,. hahax.. den wo go burger king siit n0r... guoliang qiing wo he shuii. hahax.. den we ate fries.. yummy..

den play go cart.. fun leiix!! hahax.. gu0liang fetch miiE so fast.. yeah.. hahax.. den g0rrt one miie and berr dun dare play.. den ii keep ask darren go faster ad wiin junda.. wahaha.. he really win... yeah.. hahax.. yong teck to ke liian keep kenna beat by miiE.. hahax.. at there wen que up ii go hug dii dii.. hahax.. he so cute siia...den later they all go play game!!darren won al0rt of things for miiE n0r!! hahax... he so heng.. pro siia he...<3>
suddenly gab call miiE.. os happie.. tot wad.. den he ask where ii am... den say his 2nd sis saw us.. lyk tt niia.. haiish.. miiss hiim n0t...

den they play al0rt of rides ii dun feel lyk sitting lerrs.. hahax.. den ii sit there guoliang peii miiE.. heEx.. den ii take all my toys walk here walk there everyone xiian mu miiE.. heEx.. den play da whole day l0rr.. had so much fun.. ii tot will very sianz but neber lax.. hahax..later they all peii miie take cab.. then ii say bye bye to all of them. heEx.. give dii dii good bye flying kiiss... muahah.. den guoliang send miiE g0 h0me..so good n0r...hahax... den he snatch moii kong long wiib miiE... hahax.. all those my ba0 beii dii dii win for miiE derrhx.. cann0rt giive other ppl.. heEx.. well end here le bahxx.. all of euu guys take care.. by wed can contact miiE lerRs.. can ii will have auto roam by then... miss you guys! <3>
* confused.. fadded awayy *
l0nging t0 be missPERFECTION,, ended up bieng missLONELY

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3:13 AM

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[[ fun fun dayy wib pri sch fwens and deep k0r ]]
^ accidentaly in lurrb,, *Dreams* iif only. ^

t0dayy m0rniing woken up by stupiid berr meiix.. hahax... den she call miie peii her talk.. wad de.. 9 + only leiix!! somemore yesterdayy 3 plus den leep.. lol.. den call jun da wake up conference..LOL... he so ke liian kenna buly by us =x..

later get ready den go white sands waiit for sandy and deep k0r.. wa lan.. raining.. den we take cab go down town east.. we go arcade play play.. hahax.. ii keep loosing.. but nvm lax.. hahax.. den go gaii gaii den go burger king eat.. hahax... den chat chat l0r.. waiit for pri sch peeps so come.. hahax. so l0ng no go out wiib sandy jiiEx lerRs.. heEx.. den today we talk about al0rt of things l0r.. she keep say i suaku..humph..

pri sch peeps come le all say hi l0r.. at fiirst found it abit weird to be wiib them... feel so left out.. sandy oso.. hahax.. the guys esp gab seam scared of deep.. muahaha...at fiirst they ask issit deep out boyfwen.. hahax.. den the whole dayy ii keep li siao hiim say he ACT CUTE.. he eat ii say he ACT CUTe.. he eat ii oso say he ACT cUTE.. hahax... but deep so good leiix.. hahax... gentelmen.. help us carry bags.. help belle oso.. in the end he end up looking lyk ah qua.. hahax.. so many ppl looking at hiim.. so cute so ii decided to take a pic of hiim heEx..
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ke liian de k0r k0r..

after that check in into chalet.. lol.. went into the guys room to play wiib them.. hahax.. so funniiE.. stanley so cute.. deep oso sayy.. den later miie deep and sandy wantd to rige bicycle derrhgx.. but de saw jasley they all.. den lyk so paii seh cause terry oso there.. sadded.. den deep go talk to them... sandy so scared she pull miiE run.. lol.. den my slippers all muddy..

den later we went escape instead... fiirst we went haunted house.. Stanley, jiao hui, gab, miiE, sandy and deep.. heEx.. so scary.. this tiime we walk slower de see more things.. hahax..gab so scard he keep holdiin on to jiao huii..

later go sit al0rt of other rides.. den siit my fav one WET & WILD.. lol.. da S.I.N sit together.. Sandy Isabelle & Nicole.. yeah.. hahax..

den sit fariis wheel wiib deep and sandy so lan man... hahax.. li siiao.. den later theyy all play game..miiE and sandy keep snatching for deep.. in the end when deep wiin liiaoz da prize giive to sandy l0r.. since she "reserve" deep fiirst.. den actually he wan win another one for mie.. ALOMOST LEII!! he g0rrt second..ONE SECOND MORE only.. haii... saddening.. hahax..

later they wanna play go cart den sandy dun wan so we peii her l0r.. take l0rrts of pics.. now waiting for them to send to miiE.. den terry call and sms miie.. he oso at costa sands.. so close yet so far... didn't get to see hiim.. he today siick.. hope he get well soon lorr.. he say wad miss miiE all. but ii know ii can't possibly turn back now...

den ii gotta go lerrs.. say bye bye to them.. den take cab home.. sandy and deep bring miie go wait for taxi..deep k0r k0r pay =x..

* Daii Geii Biie Ren Xin Fu Ye Shi Yi Zhong Xin Fu *
SHATERED pwincess... too late to turn back n0w.
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3:11 AM

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[[ fun day at west mall <3

today went down to batok agaiin.. cause gorrt taii jii.. 2nd tiime le leiix... wa lan.. hahax.. sianz... germain and joeyy... of cos ii help moi sister lax =x...

reach lerRs saw shuana mummiiE & Berr meii.. shuanan intro wendy to us.. wahh.. hahax.. saw her at mry station we somemore take da same lift together.. qiiao hor??hahax..

later we go mos burger sit sit.. saw jia weii jiiEx.. heEx.. wo de hao jiiEx meiix cum da sao.. and aliciia.. denn we sit there talk talk l0r.. den darren come askmiie buy x mas card from hiim.. okayy lorr den ii buy 2.. hahax.. bo biian... wei yi ge gan dii dun tengg hiim tengg who..yeatersayy somemore almost quarrel wiib hiim..sadded.. cann0rt loose moii bao beii dii dii... heEx..

later finally joey come liiaoz.. hahax.. den we all go arcade play play and help darren sell his cards.. ii go around arcade li siiao ppl.. hahax... saw da usual west mall gang.. den ii go dace para para.. yeah.. hahax.. den later saw shirleyy germaiin they all wa siianz.. so call da rest up n0r.. den let them say wad they want or do wad they want lorr.. ii bo ka lan them..go play my para para diiam diiam and go fiind fwens.. hahax..

saw kaii liin leiix.. hahax.. she coome wiib joanne and xin ru..den later theyy all wan go staircase settle.. so ii call darre go acause he wan see.. den he bring arongkong all come.. sianz.. den settle settle.. in the end pang sua.. bo liiao lo.. germain oso canort do anything.. tiio own ppl ii thiink very stupiid.. hahax..

later go back arcade play... heEx... so fun siia... den ii play 1-1 STREET FIGHTER wiib joeyy.. hahax... den later the guys wan chalenge.. one damm pro leiix wa lan!! den miie berrnice and joeyy play liiao siao cha bor oso cannort wiin.. hongzhoa gorrt try to help. darren oso.. in the end the guy to pro for us lerrs.. heEx.. para para ii know dance one new song lerrs.. yeah.. so happiiE... now ii wanna train da street fighter liiaoz.. heEx.. when going home jun da suddenly come and giive miie and biird token to play.. hahx.. joey stun stand there.. den ii play street fighter VS feng yu stead.. hahax..still loose.. hahax.. nvm lax.

den go mos burger wiib joey and berr.. den go home liiaoz.. yupps.. waiting for daren to call miE.. den toniite conference wiib jun da agaiin n0r.. lyk everydayy.. hahax.. siianz.. well end here..

SHATTERED pwincess
jiiEx mEiix qiinG shEn,, Lyffe has to carry on..

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3:09 AM

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[[ mem0rriEs of us will neber be replaced ]]
("v") hearrts v ball gurls!! ("v")
* missinG west mall <3 *

Todayy m0rniing wake up at 7.. get ready den take MRT all da way to batok.. so l0ng in da traiin.. listen to my MP3.. so tired.. the niite b4 jun da dun let miiE sleep.. heEx.. happy leiix.. finnaly can go back to batok lerRs.. siianz.. when siit MRT mem0riies keep flashing back.. haiish.. pass autrum park den da song waiting for euu come out. haii..

dunno wad happne to gabriel daddy.. is lyk da whole family i breaking up.. haiish. ii had a drean yesterdayy.. saw daddy jun yong xiiao ben alviin winglok all together to happiiE.. den ii ran over and hug alviin k0r k0r.. haiish.. i'll make sure thiis dream comes true one dayy=)) haii.. really sadded..

den go sch training... heEx.. so fun.. but tiring... finally.. ii thiink quiite satisfied wiib moi training todayy.. heEx.. den we go stadiium playy oso.. hahax.. saw ba0 beii karen jiiEx.. she so funniiE.. heEx.. s food let miiE drink her 100 +.. den the seniors all so good to miie.. ii there blur blur but they eber scold miiE.. heex..

on da way back we keep saying ghost story and playiing all.. hahax... so fun... miss all da v ball gurls..

- Beautiful Misunderstadings -
*giive up hope... live lyffe the way iit iis

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3:07 AM

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[[ day iin bugis ]]
Ah ker,, Ah Huii ad Ah peii

woken up by j0ey a.k.a Ah Ker..early in da morniing,, den g0t ready tp g0 alviin k0r k0r court agaiin.. thiis tiime ii tell myself ii must n0rrt cryy.. den later walkiing to the lift leRrss Berniice a.k.a ah huii call miiE say the court post pone to 2.30.. wad de... lol.. so we decided to go bugiis fiirst anyway..

den sms Darren dii dii call hiim wake up den call hiim meet us at bugiis.. rEach bugiiS lerRs we go look look seE seE.. den play arcade.. ii dance para para play rock Fever and play da drum gamE oso... den we 3 sistErs g0 take neopriinT.. heEx..

tired lerRs so g0 mos burger siit siit.. den waiit for dii dii to call miiE.. wah.. ta ma de.. fiind hiim fiind lyk siiao.. dunno he run go wheRe den scarEd he l0st 0s0.. hahax.. den g0 bugiis streEt, seE if buble tea guy theRe they say he later den come work.. so decided after alviin court den come fiind hiim..ba0 beii darRen dii dii wan buy pants and clothes so we peii hiim go seE l0rR.. heEx.. he wan buy jap jap pants.. t0day didn't find anythiin that suiit miiE.. haii..den later bring hiim walk here walk theRe,, scarEd he kenna jiio meng but lucky neber.. den we go arcade.. play rock feveR agaiin.. den see ba0 beii darren dii dii danCe. so style siia he dance.. kekex.. rpo w0r.. my ba0 beii dii dii mahxx...

den one chiio bu lady come approach us wiib video cam ask us to paii sii f0r heR.. 77th street derrhx... wiib her "students" wa lan eh.. seE he students all paii kiia derrhx..tun tiio siia.. altho one quiite cutE bahxx.. den iin the end we all g0 l0rR.. hahax.. maciiam baii chii.. her students all quiite cute and funny derrhx.. found out their "school" is to help those drop out frm sch derrhx.. nan guai one fiind us together paii wiib them.. we all dye haiir maciiam paii kiia oso.. hahax.esp ah huii hahax.. RED frindge.. HIIONG.. hahax.. moii sister leii.. maii siao siao...

hahax. thiink they all 18 siiao one.. see da hand siign.. den ah huii and ah kerr wanted to take number.. den ii oso tiink he quiite cute oso bahxx.. den take l0rr.. lol.. in the end ah huii and ah ker sms hiim only.. hahax.. ii n0rrt interested.. den after filimg agaiin and agaiin just saying "77th street" we finally finishh lerRs.. den take cab go court.. kenna li siiao by hiis brotheRs.. siianz.. lol.. hiis fatheR quiite gooD bahxx.. de lateR seE hiim lerRs xiin tong.. haii.but never cry.. one tears drop only. den ii stop.. cause alviin and darren ask miiE dun cryy..

he most slightly goiing RTC bahxx.. haii.. ii told hiis brother must bring miiE go seE alviin.. and pass my letteRs to hiim all.. den Ricky take my numbeR.. wad siia.. ah ker giive derrhx.. den alviin called!! yeah..he ask miiE he tot Darren moii steAd.. lol.. so funniiE..den ii told hiim that ii told *him* iiaoz... hahax.. will miss hiim..

lateR go back bugiis.. saw da bubble tea guy.. lol.. buy applE ice blended.. den later we go eat meen hong kuayy.. den go take neoprints wiib dii dii.. heEx.. g0rrt ah huii extra inside.. lol.. only onE piic ish miiE and darrEn derrhx.. yupps...

("v") when y0ur hear is broken it still continues beating..lyffe goes on.. ("v")
sadded pwincess.. * better to give den to take *

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3:06 AM

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[[ hiddEn from da truth ]]
25/11/05 the w0rst day of moi lyffe...
* time can heal all pains*

sadded.. ii can't believe they could liie to me and said they lied for a reason!no logiic in that l0rR.. haii.. xin tong...

everythig is qiiao.. happen on da same dayy. iif ii knew i would n0rrt have t0ld him.. haiish.. well ii saiid ii will tui chu lerRs..the way lyfee is.. well dii dii saiid ii still have hiim.. and ii know still g0rrt 0thers wh0 stil carE f0r miiE..

all these things made miie have a quarrel qiib chewping and chewyii den junyong oso tiio gan from miiE.. haii.. whyiiE must euu all do these things.. forget iit.. stop say sorry to me cause it norrt gonna help!! ii dun hate euu.. ii'm just hurt..

yesterdayy can seE darrEn dii dii so sad... all 4 of us in da complicated love triangle.. only ONE is norrt hurt at all tt person should know who she/he is..

darren di dii yesterday tell miiE bout h0w he was in primary sch.. heEx.. everytiime tio caning derrhx.. den he say iif g0rrt chance one day he'll bring miiE to hiis primary sch..den yesterdayy sms *him* and talk to darren.. until very late.. he triied to cheer miie up.. den we two sing song.. heEx..den he say one day we go take neoprint together!! yeah.. hahax.. den we talking bout gan jiie mahx.. den he say " i have euu this gan jie can le mahx.. have so many for wad??" heEx.. aisi ta leRrs.. haii.. then *he* keep saying sorry to me.. den since he decided to let chewyii choose lerRs so let her choos ebahxx.. 1 week.. ii dun giive a damm lerRs.. ii told *him* we be friends bettEr.. yupps..

"*" ii can't turn away saying i'm n0rrt hurt at all.."*"*
<3 Darren dii di, Joey jiie jiie & berniice sisters forever

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[[ ii miss WEST MALL!! wo di er ge jiiA ]]
comlicaTeD lovE ("v")

siianz... stay at homE da wh0lE day.. heEx.. yesterdayy sleep at 2++ talk to darrEn and gu0liianG.. jun da pang seh us... mm.. hahax.. he oso dun carE miiE lerRs..

today chew yii suppose to giive darren ans... hope iit will be ye bahxx.. den my ba0 beii dii dii can be happiiE.. den ii oso wiin half lerRs.. heEx.. yarR.. told hiim yesterdayy lerrs.. heEx.. so paii seh leiix... den he say he confused so ii ask hiim dun go thiink ab0ut iit bahxx...

nothing much bahxx today.. a normal day passeD.. ii wiish to go back to westmall soon.. yeappx... haii.. miss my 213 faniily.. altho ii feel lyk they n0 l0ngEr treat miiE as theiir 213 pwincess.. ii miss alviin k0r k0r.. hope he is fiinE bahcc. waiiting f0r dii dii to call miiE.. s0 l0ng still never call miiE.. heex.., yesterdayy Terry W0ng so cute.. lol.. he suddenly ask darren " k0r k0r ni ai wo mahxx??" den darren say er xiin.. hahax.. wad siia.. well end heRe =))

* guiilty of loviing Euu *
FadeD away ~

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[[Alviin k0r k0r c0urt]]
*ii miss euu.... weii she me ni li kai wo!!!*

wake up get reaDy f0r alviin k0r k0r c0urt.. haii.. happiE yet sad yet scarEd... happiiE cause can seE hiim le.. sad cause ii can't touch hiim and ca't talk to hiim.. scarEd cause ii dunno if thiis will be the last time i'll eVer seE hiim... haii...

took traiin... all the way listen to my MP3 and fa daii.. tou tou go one.. actually ii cann0rt g0 china t0wn derrhX.. den reach until bugiis there.. ba0 beii darren dii dii call miiE.. say they reach lerrs.. wa.. suprised.. didn't kn0w he g0rrt g0.. heEx... in the traiin keep thinking ab0ut 0rrts of thinggs.. haii.. den reach le kenna scolded by them.. say ii sl0w blah blah.. de ii say sorrie.. den we rush all da way.. scarEd cann0rt g0 iin.. haii.. den peii darrEn dii dii talk.. den arongkorn oso.. cause the rest pang seh.. den later j0ey and chew yii say wad they wan go fiirst blah bah. caus eii gotta deposit moii cam. den ii du lan call them go fiirst n0r..iin the end they still waiit..

g0 into court wiib biird.. haii.. saw hiim!! well the back of hiim.. the only one wiib had cuff... heart rEally very paiin.. keep looking at hiim.. nvr listen to da lawer jiiao weii.. the judge so attitudE prob oso.... haii,, regrette just when ii started to be very cl0se to alviin k0r k0r he had to leave miie.. whyiie whyiiE whyiiE?!!

he turned back glanced at us.. obviious hhe was looking for chewpiing of chewyii.. rEally feel lyk going theRe to hug hiim.. but it's impossiblE..later judge say post pone agaiin.. farrk.. always lyk tt.. haii.. everyone can g0 0ut.. EXCEPT ALVIIN KOR!! whyiiE.. hiis bro can kenna baiil 0ut he can't.. haii.. saw hiim walk back to the room wiib hand cuffs... he finally looked at miie.. and next to miie is chewping.. we waved at hiim.. haii.. rEally wanna cry.. ren all da way.. the wh0le court..

finally g0rrt out lerRs.. out of alviin siight ii cann0rt ta han.. tears keep rolling down ii cry and cry and cry everyone oso stun tiio.. den cp oso cry.. haii.. ii nvr cried so hard for a very l0ng tiime.. hug j0ey jiiEx and keep cryiing... they all ask miiE dun cry... den we go liift darren dii dii oso ask miiE dun cry le.. triied to stop abiit..

g0rrt back my cam le.. den phone ring,, privet umber.. ii piick up.. g0rrt one guys voiice... ii say"who arE y0u" he reply "alviin".. ii start to cry agaiin ii keep cryiing.. "alviin.. really is you.." den he wanna talk to winglok so call winglok come.. den later he talk to all of us for awhiilE.. ii promiise to go to hiis next court.. ii say ii miss hiim.. he ask miie dun cry.. ask miie take care.. cy and berr oso cry lerRs when talkiing to hiim.. hear hiis voiice. heart so paiin lyk hell.. so sad l0r.. keep crying.. he keep wanna talk to cp... den later cap phone lerrs..

wiish ii can d0 s0methiing.. haii.. they say hiis father no money.. den ii say ii g0rrt money.. but whats the use of the m0ney iif ii can't use iit to bail alvin out?!! ii'm so useless... only know h0w t0 cry.. haii..

walk to mrt statiion.. ba0 beii darren dii dii try to cheer us up den keep making us laugh.. den haii.. have to leave them lerRs.. go seperate directiions.. so say bye to all of them l0r.. den take traiin home... so here ii am shattered and updating my bl0g

* SHATTERED *
ii neEd euu l0rrts n0w.. ii wiil waiit for euu to come 0ut..
xiiao nic0lE meii meii ("v") da alviin k0r k0r..
^never be replacEd^

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[[ haii.. sadded *suo yii*]]
Darren & nic0le jiie di qiing shen <3>
haii.. sadded.. miie and my ba0 beii dii dii in the same boat..haii

bored dayy.. moriing peii my parents g0 0ut.. heEx.. gaii gaii.. n0 neEd pay m0ney.. somem0re bought one damm niice swimming suit and a paiir of shoes.. heEx.. guEss wad.. nvr expected to seE anyone ii k0w t0day but ii saw BOON KIAT!! saw oe guy walkiing.. den the pattern lyk boon kiat,, haiir oso lyk boon kiiat... everythiing oso aliike l0r!!! so qiiao.. hahax.. he still as cute as ever.. to miiE lax.. he see miie den he nod.. diian tou.. heEx.. den ii smiilE at hiim..

later went to meet j0ey den chat chat .. den latEr g0 h0me watch tong xiin yuan. heEx.. den call jun da chat chat l0r.. n0w almost everyday talk to hiim and darren dii dii.. heEx.. haii.. den they lyk to sing song giive miie here... yupps.. haii.. stop here bahxx..

("v") wad is the true meaninG 0f l0vE ("v")
S-i-n-g-l-e move of freed0mE.. missLONELEY

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[[ wo bu pa bu pa ]]
Every Moment I'm Loving You *

t0day m0rniing g0 bugiis meet j0eyy jiiEx.. wa lan.. waiit for her half an hour!!!! wad siia.. den we go bugiis gaii gaii.. talk talk.. den later go bugis street theRe see g0rrt wad cl0thes t0 buyY.. Siianz... one wh0le day at there dun have seE any shuaii gE..

later go bugiis street g0rrt 0ne bubble tea shop biig biig derhx.. den j0ey poiint at 0ne cute cute guy " nicole.. euu seE that guy quiite shuaii h0rR?? " ii turN to look at the guy den he gang hao was oso lookiin at miiE.. heEx.. sp paii seh.. he g0rrt one cute cute guaii kiia look...den lateR we go shopping.. mostly is window shopping bahxx. go gaii gaii only lax.. but it's okay.. later go MRT statiion piick ba0 beii gabriel daddy and xiiao ben..

haii.. daddy keep li siiao miie.. making miiE jeal0us keeP say sandY is hiiS besT nu Er.. blah blah...wad siiA..den mii and j0ey eat MEE HOON KUAy.. yeah.. yummy.. adicteD to iit.. kekex...

den lateR g0 back t0 bugiiS stReEt.. saw da bubblE tEe shuaii ge agaiin. thiis tiimE he busy bahxx. so ii continuE walkiing.. den 0ne bunch on ah beng sitting at shop da siide there somkiing.. keep can zhu wo.. wad the.. one purple jacket 0ne fiirst look ii thiink quiite cute bahxx.. 2nd shuaii ge of da dayy.. heEx.. but the stupiid xiiao ben almost bang into one of them.. wa lan.. heng l0r.. ii thiink theyy 18siiao derrhx.. so call daddy and xiiao ben fasteR walk.. hahax.. j0ey keep sayiing that iif ii walk back sure oe of them will take my numbEr.. cause they keep lookinG at miie. den ii thiink thiink... aiiya dun wan larhxx..

continue shop shop den ii thirsty den g0rrt a clever idea!! BUBBLE TEA SHOP!! heEx.. ii go back saw da guy there talking to hiis fwen.. lol.. ii come le ii thiink hiis fwen say miie den he turn and see.. ii kay siiao dunnno.. hEex.. den t0ld aunty ii wan mango ice blended... den she say okay.. den she keep saying dunno wad to the shuaii ge.. lol.. den j0ey keep laughing.. heEx.. den buy the another guy pass to the shuaii ge ask the shuaii ge pass to miiE.. hahax... den ii giive hiim m0ney actually is 2.50..he took the $2 note den left the 50 cents at my hanD den he lyk gong gong dun dare look at miie den ii say " hey still g0rrt 50 cents" then he sy paii seh den he take from miie. heEx.. ii siit down thee.. man man driink... share share wiib daddy, joey and xiiao ben...but lyk never seam to finish drinking.. heEx... altho abiit dilted ii thiink tasre very niice.. hahax.. fa hua chi....

later song xiiao ben and daddy g mrt there den miie and joey caontiinue shopping and seeing shuaii ge.. we waled pass da purple jacket guy agaiin leiix!! lol. wad de.. den j0ey keep ask miie take hiis numbeR ii say n0rrt interested.. den suddenly they walk towards us. wah.. chua tiio.. tot wad.. den actually they just go smoke agaiin lax.. haha.. den another green jacket guy say wad " so young euu oso wan" knn.. ii du lan l0rR.. den sua ii ask j0ey g0.. anyway they n0rrt THAT shuai anyway... hahax.. shuaii ge only... humph.. ii dun giive a damm... later go bacl da bubble tea agaiin.. the cute cute boy dunno go where lerRs.. ahii.. j0eyy still ask miiE take hiis numbEr derrhx.. she say wad he surE interested in miie den ii say she siiao.. hahax..den pluck up enough courage ask da aunty iif he work there eeryday she say yes... hmm.. so ii thiink you yuan zaii jiian bahxx.. =))

siianz.. 9 lerRs.. heEx. wan go watch my show lerRs.. stop here bahxx...

* you looked at miiE and ii looked away.. *
y0u gave miiE a smilE ii w0uld never f0rget //*
all coincidence... the one in my heart ish only YOU <3

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[[ Happy Birthdayy Chew Yi Meii & Guan Kaii !! ]]
* you arE n0 l0nger the 0ne wh0me ii fell f0r..* =((

yesterdayy BBQ! yeah.. mum fetch miiE to 1 heaD then saw biird sister there wiib huii xiian and jiia ling all.. heEx.. den saw SYLVESTER! lol.. mioss hiim leiix.. so l0ng n0 seE hiim lerRs! den saw jun yong tag jiiu and ba0 beii gabriel daddy.. den we g0 play v ball!1 yeah.. so fun all of us play.. even those n0rrt v ball lyk lii miin and chew piing mummie oso g0rrt play.. play until tired lerRs den seE tang jiiu start firE..

den took l0rrtS of picss!! yeah.. hahax.. den later jun Da they all come.. wad de.. wiib guan kaii.. so scary.. one big bunch of ppl in black.. guo liiang included.. lol.. nvr tot they would look so "gansterish" den ii wish guan kaii happy birthday.. his hand damm biig.. hahax.. den continue to play v bal.. den eat.. daddy cook giive miiE.. heEx =))

later miie. chewping mummiE and berR wan eat ice cream so we g0 the opposiit da kopitiam eat ice cream.. we siit at the rode there eat.. lol.. den waiit for moii stupiid "lao gong" come.. lol.he come le we chat chat.. den we go back lerRs...

den coatch come! yeah.. so happiie we tot he wun come.. den agaiin play v ball wiib hiim.. tai saii leiix he.. come le miie jia ling and hui xian must go piick hiim den giive hiim driink water all.. hahax... but fun lax.. den daRren and renny all come... den hongzhao and jiia weii came oso.. lol... darren g0rrt one xiiao dii dii.. SO CUTEEE!! my new nan peng you.. heEx... name oso TERRY.. so qiiao h0r?? stupiid darrEn keep want play 1-1 wiib miie hahax.. 2piid h0r.. LateR Alciia, new BAO BEI joanne meii meii oso come... den pei liinG and jasmiinE oso...

dEn while eating jiia weii da sao call biird go theRe ii tot she g0rrt taii jii so ii tell her ii follow her.. in the end theyy talkiing b0ut j0ey the taii jii... den call j0ey come d0wn.. settle settle.. miiE and j0anne meii wanted to stay 0ut 0f iit.. we GUAI KIIA! yeah... hahax.. but then later j0ey settle until half way say wad g0rrt ppl say jiia weii but she dun wan shoot the name out ask the person admiit den she look at miiE.. den everyone tot ish miiE..wad de.. jia weii my ba0 beii da sao she wan puo huai us.. but den later she tell miiE sorriE is she nvr purposly wan stare miiE derhxx so ii oso say sorriE to j0ey l0r.. den jiia weii cry all.. den miiE go an weii her awhile.. den regina jiiEx come down.. then they settle ii dun wan chap qiiu...

ii peii joanne meii go take food eat.. den ii pay wiib xiiao terry.. kekex.. he so cute.. den darren and renny keep li siiao miie hahax.. idiots..Darren moii new dii dii... my ONE AND ONLY bao beii dii dii...heEx.. <3>
den later ii make marshmellow eat.. den actually ii oso help joanne make de.. den hongzhao k0r say wan help miiE bake.. ii tot wa he so good.. in the end he testing testing den eat everything until finish.. wad siia.. 2piid k0r k0r... den we all play play.. lol.. yuppPs.. den lyk tt l0r.. later BAO BEI KAREN JIIEX come wiib her cousin and eunice.. heEx.. so glad to seE her.. tot she wun come heEx... lurrb her l0rrtS..so many things to write but over all ii had a GREAT tiime.. =))

just n0w went with my mum go kwang mao shop eat.. ii eat da ban miian.. niice siia.. so yummy *burps*.. den n0w c0nferencing wiib chew yii.. wlell stop herE

*lilPwincess ish contenteD...*
^ ^ my lyffe ish imcomplete with0ut euu ^ ^
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[[ Peace at last ]]
Ai De Hao Tong Ku
Every Moment I'm Loving You

my two lil cousins went homE lerRs.. sad.. will miss baby yan.. lol.. baby niic and baby yan.. hahax.. she so cutE n0r..den she going home tt tiime keep cry.. den ii tell her ii will go fiind her during chrismas wiib my other cousiins.. .den giive her eat sweet den she nvr cry le.. heEx..

sianz.. five days of noise.. wad de.. 3 monkeys driving miie crazy.. hahax..

yesterdayy talk to guoliiang cousiin.. lol 10 years old only... so cute.. den ii keep li siiao they two.. siianz.. n0w talking to jiia yiing... anyway hope euu all lyk da new blog skins... end here.. bye..

how l0ng can ii continue to hiidE??
`Baby Nic copyriighTs

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[[ maybe da person euu were always looking for was standing there infront of euu ]]
*Time can heal all pains.. time can proof many things..

haii.. feel lyk daddy and miie drifting apart lerRs.. den lyk.. haii.. ii oso dunno.. ii oso know we can never be lyk da past lerRs.. but hai.. dunno wad to do or say oso... only one pers0n can understand miiE tt ish alviin k0r k0r.. ii miss hiim.. haiis...

t0day m0rning wake up... ask chewyii meii todayy want go where.. den cp siick wad de.. then two of damm very wad lo.. den cause is they ask miiE g0 0ut de n0r...den nvm ii ask berr meiix peii miiE.. den later last min cy and kaii lun come.. den 4 of us go west mall.. as usual kaii lun keep lisiiao miie.. den ii tou kan ta da hp.. lol.. g0rrt justin sms leiix!! lol.. den ii keep li siiao her.. ii lyk so bad h0r... lol

later g0 arcade ii dance para para.. den we all go kopitiam eat.. den saw aliciia theRe.. den later we wantEd to g0 l0t 1 derrhx.. walk until MRT statiion there.. den we all no $$ go l0t 1 very ex.. den saw jun Da.. he wear purple.. but dun thiink he saw miiE bahxx.. den later we go mos burger.. thinking where to go.. den we eat frise den kater decided to g0 arcade.. den saw hongzhao k0r come liiaoz.. lol.. den bernice giive tt siianz face.. den saw moii da sao jiia weii,, den g0rrt one gurl very cute name ish joanne.. lol.. den later sa darren and renniie all.. Darren para para pro siia.. kekex... den later chewyii say she need to go home leRrs.. den bernice extra oso wanna go.. selfish l0r.. den they 3 together go home they expct miie to one person take bus go home.. very wad lo.. make miie so du lan then they all ps miiE..

den alicia ask miiE follow heR l0r den okiiEx n0r.. hongzhao keep asking miie daance para para den ii keep say dun wan.. lol.. he say must dance cause ii going aus le?? stupiid excuse h0r.. lol.. den guess wad darren dance halfway den HONGZHAO dance leiix!! lol.. omg.. was so shocked.. den ii say " hongzhao euu dance ii go home liiao lax.." lol... den later ii video tape down he dance.. den ang mao oso dance.. lol.. wad ish happening to this world.. lol.. den ii keep talking to joanne.. she very funnie leiix.. she know so many things bout miie oso dunno how she know de.. den talk to jia wei da sao os.. she and hongzhao so close ... haii.. see k0r finally have a stead and he so happiiE make miiE happiE oso bahxx...

den later saw regina jiiEx!! lol.. ii tot she forget miiE lerRs.. den she g0rrt 0ne fwen.. berii funnie.. she keep saying miie so cute.. she very chiio.. dun look lyk chinese but speek chinese.. yupps. den keep playing wiib ah meii the stupiid xiiao dii dii.. lol... he so funie.. keep kenna chase by miiE.. hahax. .den we play play.. den lyk ok lax.. quite fun.. den ii wana go home so jiia weii, joanne and aliciia all being miiE go bus stop waiit for bus.. yuppS... den n0w updating... later maybe call jun da conference.. dun wanna call chew yii they all or ber... bomb miiE haiish...

* it hurts to love someone and n0rrt to be loved by them in return.. but what hurts even m0re is to love someone but n0t have to courage to tell them...*
("v") ai yi ge ren shi yao ta xin fu kuai le ("v")

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I Wanna Be With You

Mei li qi zong shi lan yang yang de
Lai zhao ni huai ni wan pi xi xi
Shi gai zuo xie shi xin li you tian mi de
Bu xiang yao bu xiang yao zheng kai yan jing
Wo he ni pin luu ru ci jie jin
Mei ya li zi zai zuo wo zi ji
Di yi ci gan shou zhe zhong ai de jue xin
Zhi xiang yao zhi xiang yao he ni yi qi
I wanna be with you, ai ni hao xing fu
Xiang yao he ni jian zao yi ge ai de xiao wu
I wanna be with you, ai ni hao man zu
Xiang shou zui tian mei de shu fu you ni de he hu wo bu zai gu du

my lurrb ("v") L.Y.S *213.. my ba0 beii god famiily..close fwens.. aii nii hao xiin fu.. i'll never regrette anything i've done for all of euu.. my love for all of euu are unlimiteD and i can't thiink of a better way to share my love.. ii dun have the perfect guy.. but ii have euu guys.,. this song ii dedicate it to all of euu! my god mummy, god daddy, god sisters and brothers,, and all my hao peng you.. espacially my 213 family.. *muacks* thanks f0r everythiinG.. 101% pure love

* him *
when shall ii tell euu all da things ii have to sayy?? i dun wan anything in return.. the best is if ii can have.. but iif the one euu want ish n0rrt miiE i wun hold on to euu... aii yi ge ren shi yao ta xin fu kuai le..

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[[ Harry Potter 4 ]]
Tong Hua = Liies,, Forever = nothiing

wake up den j0ey call miiE,, so peii her chat n0r.. heEx.. dun suan her cause she cann0rt g0 watch moviie wiib us... hahax.. den go lii siiao her cause yesterdayy ii conference wiib at Jun Da hp wiib guo liiang and yu quan mahx... actually dun wan call de.. tt stupiid guoliiang lax.. hahax.. den j0ey s0 jealous.. lol... den later call guoliiang to wake hiim up ask hiim go watch moviie.. den actually he dun wan de.. den dunn0 h0w j0ey psycho hiim until he go.. hahax.. den get ready everythiing den go with my mum go sch...

we take cab cause ii tell my mum ii dun wan take bus =x.. lol... she pay la of course.. den ii g0rrt back my necklass from mdm roslinda.. so happiE.. the one tt weii an gave miiE.. dunno whyiie ii still wanted iit but just keep it as mem0riiEx n0r.. yupps.. den g0 west mall.. wad de.. fiirst time walk into west mall so dam hot leiix!! wad de.. air cond spoil.. ok l0r.. so miie and j0eyy g0 up arcade hoping g0rrt aircond thee.. wad de.. dun have oso!!! hahax.. damm hot leiix... den ii play touch screen game.. ii SECOND.. yeah. hahax.. den saw xiao ben and chris den go d0wn burgerkind outside sit sit.. hahax.. den later ah biing call j0ey g0 d0wn 213 den ii ask her dun pangseh miiE,, she she play play tell ah biing " 213 fighter dun let miie go down" lol.. wad de... den later ah biing angry den he and yu quan call come down... den gang hao gab oso come.. den ah bing lyk very angry lyk tt but sure confirm he oso wun scold j0ey so he target gab l0r.. cause he only guy wad.. den ah quan scold j0eyy until very fierce den ah bing call ah quan dun scold j0eyy lerRs.. den very wad.. they keep sayiing wad 213 fighter.. wad siia.. den ii tell ah quan j-eyy jk niia.. den they keep targetting all the guys lo xiao ben all.. den later chew ping kai lun berniice all come lerRs.. den lyk very wad lo.. they saying the 213 fighter is actually miiE.. wad siia.. den ah bing oso cann0rt d0 anythiing den arongkorn keep laughitng.. " hahax.. nicle 213 fighter.. hahax.." den later Jun Da come.. lucky cause the fighter things is between we two only l0r.. and we playing only.. so at last pang sua.. make until we all no mood...den guo liang call us dun angry lerRs..

den we all go buy tickets.. f0r 3.00 sh0w.. den still g0rrt time so ii go dance para para.. want change style lerRs.. so must practice abit m0re.. later buy popcorn all ii share wiib gabriel daddy.. heEx.. den all of us occupy one whole r0w leiix. heEx.. so fun.. den all the guys put their leg up... sia suay leiix.. hahax.. the sh0w quite niice lax.. ii keep kenna li siiao by daddy.. he say the gurls there m0re chiio den miiE.. den ii keep saying cedria and malfoy so shuaii.. heEx.. den chew yii meii so noisy.. keep saying the sh0w n0rrt niice.. hahax..

later go t0wn eat wiib moi parents... den walk walk den g0 h0me just in tiime f0r 9.00 sh0w.. den lyk still n0rrt very good mood lo.. den later call chewping den ah quan say tmr his b'dayy canceled lerRs.. den Jun Da say ii bomb hiim.. cause ii nvr call hiim.. hahax.. so ii call l0r den guoliang oso.. den later we g0 c0nference wiib chewyii all... den later ii go sleep liiaoz.. yupps...

*int0xiicatEd Dreams* faded awayy
is he's y0ur he's y0urs if n0rrt he will never bE..
ConFusEd- LONELY - losT - what shall ii d0 n0W??

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[[ combined sports camp yeah! ]]
*ii miss alviin k0r k0r...*

Fiirst dayy of camp

meet karen jiiEx ,jun yong and all da v ball c gurlz there.. den we walk into sch.. heEx.. miie and karen so scared we can''t g0 camp.. jun yong say iif we kenna caught shoot hiim out oso den we together.. so good h0r.. heEx... den we eat da breakfast.. yucks.. so disgusting.. hahax...

den later we g0rrt gorup.. wad siia... my group so wad.. saddening.. kenna seperated from da rest of da v ball gurlz and my ba0 beii karen jiiex.. *sob* lol... but lucky still g0rrt chewyii peii miiE... my group only g0rrt 0ne shuaii ge.. lol.. sec 2 de.. melviin's fwen.. chen wei.. ok lax... g0rrt j0n j0n 0s0.. lol! he so cute.. den fl0rance oso very helpful... yupps.. den some sec 1 hockey guys quite funnie lax... but still miss v ball gurlz.. luvky lunch can be wiith themm.. den with 0ur g0rup we play "amazing race" so fun.. lol.. jon jon pro leiix.. da soccer part.. den da badminton part i pro.. muahaha.. da only 0ne wh0 can shoot into da bucket.. score f0ur points which were da only points f0r da group.. disapointed.. lol.. but nvm.. later g0rrt on spider web game.. fune leiix.. lol...we want get most points so must go through da hole on top.. ii stand on yoga den chen weii carry miie over.. lol.. i iso scared ii fall down siia. lucky never.. heEx.. out group all small small size de.. so lucky l0r.. and lucky g0rrt s0me str0ng ones oso... in da end we stiil wiin over all!! yeah.. win sum bunch of chocolate.. lol...

later g0rrt v ball training!!! hahax.. train lyk hell.. so l0ng leiix... tired.. but at least can be wiith v ball gurls.. my v ball still sucks.. but luvky ii pass da test... surf ball over net 1- times only can miie 2... yayy.. ii miss 2! heng.. lol.. same as chew yii jia ling all..den no need punishment.. hahax..

den g0 sh0wer.. lol.. so shuang.. water cold cold.. lol... den can wear homeclothes.. hahax.. deneat dinner.. dinner ok lax.. food quite nice.. den voga in moi group and ashraf so funnie... keep breaking spoon.. mie and jon jon oso.. lol...

den watch one moviie.. bout b ball de.. quiite nice lax.. den very late.. eat supper le den go sleep..zZzzZzz.. lol.. wad siia chew yii keep squashing miie. .den kaii lun sleep lyk piig.. lol.. hui xiian ke liian leiix.. jiaia liing kick her until she no place to sleep.. lol..

Day tw0
wake up... go morning run... den go play 8 course game wiib our group.. lol.. quite fun lax.. can train our musscles.. den eat breakfast.. junyong help us.. so helpful all da way.. kekex... siianz... so bored all da way... den later g0 back class take l0rrts of piic den go siit bus go to WEST COAST!! yeah.. hahax.. den we bbq.. start fiire.. wah.. miie and ah tiing meii da fire ish da best!@! hEex.. later coatch come.. den we play.. we climb da "spider web" miie eunice hui xiian and forgot who and miie... yeah.. den karen jiie help us take piic.. den miie and kaii lun keep playiing until lyk crazy.. lol... miie and chen weii they all lii siiao she and justiin.. hahax... " she me?? she me?? kaii lun she me??" lol.. that's all l0r... hahax.. so tired... well stop here.. byee..

C 0 m p l i C a t e D
s i M p l i C i t Y

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2:56 AM

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[[ fr0m da b0tt0m 0f my br0ken heart,, ii'm guiilty of loviing y0u..]]
*majong majong majong can playiing majong dr0wn my sadness??*

it's 11.32 in da m0rniing..haiish havent pack my bag to g0 camp yet... dunn0 whyiie feel so sad.. so alone.. haiish.. talkiing to ba0 beii berniice sister n0w...

yesterdayy quiite fun lax! 213 play majong yeah.. ii wiin.. until very niice.. hahax.. a few tiimes.. ba0 beii daddy help miie.. hahax...

siianz.. kenna pangseh at home.. wad de.. still feel lyk playiing majong.. hands itchii.. wa lan.. chew piing chew yii all go peii xiiang house warming.. wad siia.. everytiime call them g0 0ut they cann0rt den when ii cann0rt g0 0ut they g0.. wad sii.a NUMBER ONE BOMB KIIA... humph.. nvm xii guan jiiu hao.. n0w lyk da song "bu pa bu pa" berii cute leiix.. mmmm.. haii.. i'll stop here bahxx

maybe things are better thiis wayy..
^ dun cry because it's over,, smile because it happened^

If only i could be with you
2:15 AM

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[[ t0wn & volley ball]]
*y0u'll never kn0w da sadness ii feel*

siianz.. yesterdayy g0 0ut wiib sandy shirley and berr!! we went shopping yeah! walk until leg paiin.. have so much fun.. lol. but n0w ii'. broke omg!1 lol.. terry went to hongkong.. hmm.. wonder when he will be back.. see if he g0rrt buy things for miie anot.. heEx..

t0dayy g0 meet v ball gurls all at mad den eat.. den g0 fiind ba0 beii karen jiie they all at 213.. she gave miie a very cute melody bracelet.. love her l0rrts.. ,uacks!we play MAJONG THERE! yeah... hahax.. saw hongzhao's haiir.. lol.. so funny.. mine nicer! hahax.. of cos lax.. he come fiirst thing os touch moi hair.. hao gan dong wor.. lol... den keep scolding miie when we playing majong... cao beh leii he.. hahax..

after that peii karen jiie go west mall eat... den we g0 back sch f0r training.. .so xin ku leii today.. but very fun oso.. miie and kaii lun keep disturb each other.. hahax.. so funniE.. hahax.. den later g0 meet berr and cp all.. den they peii miie go home... hahax.. that's b0ut all bahx... stupiid guoliang havent reply miie.. wad siia.. so many days never talk to hiim le.. bu xii guan.. hmm... well end here..

From da bottom of my broken heart.. ii love euu

`million regrette's but i'll never regrette loving euu..
hearts ba0 beii karen jiie and ba0 beii gabriel daddy f0rever... <3

If only i could be with you
2:14 AM

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[[ ii miss my ba0 beii daddy ]]
* moi br0wn REd and gold haiir

n0w ii kn0w daddy heart dun have miie le but nvm.. he will f0rever be my ba0 beii daddy.. after our quarrel we are n0rrt so cl0se anym0re..

yesterdayy went g0 skate.. yeah.. so fun.. give da cookiies to jasley.. heEx.. den guess wad saw nicole! she lent miie her skates.. heEx.. den miie and vic skate skate.. sun fun.. miiE and nic0le so funnie siia.. we decided tt she ish Da nicole ii ish Xiiao nicole.. heEx.. we lyk so alike lor.. she WEI ting ii PEI ting.. heEx.. vic jiie wan go highlight haiir today.. yeah.. den ii took new pics wiib lii xiin darliing.. at niigh terry so called asked miie f0r patch.. i iwas lyk.. oso dunno lax... we patch ;errs =)) i''m suppose to be happie cause ii know ii still lyk hiim.. but whyiie is it ii feel that ii'm n0rrt ready to patch wiith hiim? haii.. SADNESS

This whole morning keep chattin wiib guo liiang.. hahax.. he so funnie.. keep talking bout japanise things.. blah blah.. heEx..

Karen jiiex giive miie such a touching testim0niall.. ii love karen jiiex f0rever!! <3..>

-Beautiful Practical illusions -
CONFISED~ xiiao Niic0le a.k.a Baby niic..

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2:13 AM

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[[ started 0ut a fun day but ended with teaRs ]]
*jEal0usY is a CompLicatEd feElinG*

In da m0rniing wake up call berniice and Shirleyy,, get ready everythiin den g0 t0 da sh0p t0 g0 rebond moi frindge.. but on da way at 289 there miie and ber lost n0r... walk here walk there until my leg all paiin lyk siia0.. muahaha.. after tt finally found shirley and da shop den g0 rebond frindge n0r... very niice.. kekex.. berniice g0rrt new haoir cut too.. ii think beri style n0r...

after tt g0 meet gabriel daddy.. at da mac wiib jia hong and xiiao ben den miie and ber berii hungry so we eat... later take bus g0 west mall... g0 arcade guess wad say emily jiiEx!! chiio siia. she highlight her haiir... everything so n0rrt da same... with0ut alviin k0r k0r.. saddedning... but cheer moiself up agaiin.. play at arcade.. hongzhao k0r cum li siiao miiE as usualy.. saw manii ppl at arcade.. kekex.. later all g0 h0me n0r...

at niight g0 eat wiith parents, cousin and uncle, aunty.. g0 t0 this really damm cool club! all da motocycle stuff.. small but cool place.. g0rrt pool derhxX.. den ii play n0r.. hahax.. anyh0w play de.. too bad never bring cam.. da place realyy damm niice and cool n0r food berii niice oso.. siianz.. bleahxx. tried to take piic wiib moi hp but berri darkk,, well too bad ii gues... next tiime bring 213 family go... IF there is a next tiime.. haiish...

after tt we g0 night safarrie just to eat ben and jerry's ice cream leiix.. hahax. .saw this reall cool snake and baby lepord.. so niice... gonna highlight moi hair on monday!! can't waiit yeappx..

Da whole tiime no one sms miie or call miie only berniice.. den found 0ut they all conference wiib cy never jiio miE den cy tell miie full le cann0rt g0 iin.. wad siia.. haiish.. den quarrel quarrel.. so sad n0r.. gabriel daddy really say things tt hurt miiE al0rt.. den hiis nick is l0ve sandy nu er... guess i'm n0rrt in hiis heart or any of their hearts as wel.. ii can't help but be jealous of cp & cy.. ii guess i'll never be better den them.. so ii'm giving up all this hope.. ii just hope things can be back to n0rmal.. after awhile when i igo aus they will start to f0rget b0ut miiE anyway.. dun wan tt to happen.. but even iif ii diiE tmr.. what does it matter to them...

keep crying... but g0rrt a chance to talk to terry finally.. well he seams very happie keep li siiao miiE.. haiish.. my name in his hp still saved at "nicole dear".. miss all da riink ppl.. going to skate on wed.. ii jiio jiia weii go oso.. =X kekex.. den gu0 liiang come and call miie even when ii askl hiim n0rrt to.. talk to hiim b0ut 45 mins ++.. tw0 of us onlii.. so touched n0r... hahax.. ii keep lisiao hiim den he li siiao miie.. kekex.. jia hao ren *winks* fiirst tiime we tw0 ppl talk niia.. wel.. at least it cheered miiE up..

Every Moment I'm Loving You *emily
is 0bvious tt tw0 0f y0u ment to be together..
S-I-N-G-L-E is da best... *mei ren teng.. meii ren aii*

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2:10 AM

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[ Happy biirthday to bernice ! ]
* 2 fun days in a r0w *

m0rniinG wake up body paiin lyk siiao.. lol.. cause of yesterdayy da v ball training n0r.. train wiith coatch! but shoo fun altho tiring,, had shoo much fun wiib ba0 beii karen jiiEx!! and chew yii and jiia liinG.. kekex.. karen jiiEx berii good n0r.. lurrb heR l0rrtS.. <3>

wake up le fiirst thiing ii do ish check moii hp.. omg jam leiix.. too many sms lerRs.. hahax.. terry sent miie one sms 10 smses l0ng leiix.. haiish.. see le oso dunn0 wad to doo.. haii.. den later go fiind for da phone and call berniice wake up.. lol.. den go shower, change den waiit for berniice cum miie hse.. den go call guo liiang wake up see iif he wanna go,, kekex.. den he say he cumin leiix! lol.. so happiE siia! kekex.. she so 2piid siia. .gorrt own slipper dun wan wear must go block shopping somemore.. lol...

later went to kfc meet gab, alvin they all.. hahax.. all damm good to miE as usual make miiE so happiE.. den aloy cum, den chew ping and chew yi cum! yay we all wear same clothes! =)) den we go arcade play play.. den waiit f0r guo liiang! everyone cum le den we go take MRT! heEx.. so fun lo.. all da wayy.. beiin treated lyk pwiincess lol *blush* but we shoo noiisy den so xiia suayy..

reach le we all go eat mac fiirst den sit bus so escape.. saw one ang m0r TALLER DEN GUAN KAII LEIX!! omg!!

reach escape le.. we went to siit da riides n0r.. all so fun.. den inverter wah c0w.. can diiE.. lol.. den on da shiip we all sing happie b'dayy to berniice! hahax.. gan dong mahxx?? miie andchew piing siit with gu0 liang den all da guys say he shoo lucky.. bleahxx.. sit al0rt of riides wiib al0rt of ppl.. fun n0r.. escpacially da wet and wild.. shoo wet but den fun.. kekekx.. sat two times oone ish with chew ping and gabriel next one ish wiib guo liiang and xiiao ben.. hahax.. xiao ben so brave today siit inverter 3 times in a r0w.. wohoo.. da power of love *winks* euu all should kn0w wad ii mean bahxx.. den sit go cart! fun leiix.. but fiirst round i kenna stuck cause ii scard.. but den guo liiang at my behiind slowly follow miie. lol.. n0rrt lyk alviin.. ps miie humph.. guan kaii w0rst.. hahax..

later go GHOST HOUSE!! lol.. so fun oso.. keep holdiin alvin and guo liiang cause they infront den aloy behiind.. lol.. berniice keep pulling guo liiang untill hiis shiirt all.. hahahax...

last but n0rrt leaste the one that make all of us pengz is da pepsi THREE TIMES IN A ROW!! ii sat wiib alvin k0r k0r wad de.. fiirst found ii already cann0rt tahan liiaox.. den THREE rounds cum down we all wanna vomit.. lol.. but they all so good siia.. all so concern us.. heEx.. aloy k0r still carry miiE to chalet... den eat dinner all.. den they still sms miiE ask iif ii okay mahx.. so gan dong! lol.. den go home conferece wiib weii an aloy and alviin.. talk talk.. blah blah.. den go sleep liiaoz.. kekex..

` a lil secret that liies within moiself..
ii'm n0rrt all0wed to l0ve euu.. i''m n0rrt fiit to l0ve euu.. <3..>

If only i could be with you
2:09 AM

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